Sabtu 18 Juli 2020
Hari kedua menyapih saya lebih deg-degan dari hari pertama. Khawatir apakah masih bisa konsisten untuk nggak ngasih nyusu kalau Azka minta. Selain itu, ini pertama kalinya mencoba tidur siang tanpa nyusu.
Di hari pertama kemarin, sapihnya dimulai malam hari. Dan smooth sekali rasanya percobaan pertama ini.
Di hari kedua saat tidur siang, alhamdulillah Azka sama sekali nggak minta nyusu. Walaupun saya perhatikan dia agak susah untuk mulai tidur, masih minta digendong keluar kamar, sampai akhirnya dia benar-benar tidur. I’m so proud of him.
Sebelum waktu tidur malam hari, saya briefing lagi beberapa kali kalau nanti malam kita akan coba untuk nggak nyusu lagi. But turns out, hari kedua ini nggak sesuai ekspektasi.
Sebelum jam 9 malam itu saya udah ngantuk banget karena memang nggak bikin kopi. Pas ngajak Azka masuk kamar untuk tidur, saya dan suami udah kriyep-kriyep matanya. Saya masih sempat perhatiin Azka bolak-balik badannya di atas kasur, naik ke atas badan saya, dia minta apa lah saya udah mulai nggak denger, sampai akhirnya saya ketiduran. Hhhhh…. Dan sepertinya Azka ketiduran juga.
Drama dimulai pukul 00.30. Azka kebangun nangis-nangis kenceng banget minta nyusu tapi nggak saya kasih. Suami ikut bangun mencoba bantu nenangin, eh nangisnya malah kejer. Ya sudahlah kami biarkan dia nangis dulu sampai puas karena dia juga nggak mau disentuh. Setelah sekian lama akhirnya dia tidur.
Tapi satu jam kemudian dia bangun lagi. Nangis-nangis lagi, minta gendong. Saya gendong, dia tidur lagi. Satu jam kemudian dia begitu lagi, dan saya gendong lagi. Setelah akhirnya dia tidur lagi, saya udah sangat berharap dia nggak kebangun lagi, sayanya capek.
Namun, Azka sempat kebangun lagi, tapi saking saya ngantuk, saya nenangin dia sambil tiduran, dan kayaknya saya ketiduran, pas bangun Azka udah tidur lagi. Huhuhu… jujur aja saya merasa bersalah karena nggak bisa hadir penuh untuk dia padahal dia lagi butuh saya.
I needed more caffeine than I expected…
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